Music: Jay Z // 99 problems
Mood: Nostalgic

burning-insanity has 152 news messages.. wow. Plus my last journal entry is dated: May 3rd.

I haven't been on DA for a while now and I promise I will catch up on all your wonderful art. I have been pretty much busy lately. Mainly working in the record store. August is promising to be even busier. And when I wasn't working at the record store, I was working at home, doing chores like painting, cleaning the gutter, etc. No time really to get bored, although.. I'm really bored now and don't really know what to do. I just want company I guess. I don't feel like getting on msn because it bores me to death, I don't want to surf because I don't feel like even spending an hour online, I can't stand being online for long anymore. Whoa, I even surprise myself.

I should have studied for my permit but didn't even find the time, so yeah, probably won't be driving the car until next year.. Or maybe september, because that'll be my summer holiday, really. Oh well, I have my ickle cute scooter and it takes me everywhere I need to be. So there.

In other news, I'm getting quite panicky because I haven't made up my mind about which college I want to go to! I want to visit some but can't unitl september and that's pretty much late to enroll one. Heh. I guess I'll just have to throw my dart and see where it ends up..
Oh but there's better news. If we can find a way to pay for it (I'm already saving for it!! LOL), my mother will allow me to study in England (for either a year or 3/6 months, we'll see)! How great is that?? My cousin convinced her (I really, REALLY love my cousin hehehe) by saying she'd let her daughter go and how big of an opportunity it is. I'll probably go there in 2 years if everything goes right. First find the right college.. :s

So there you have my life so far. I'm feeling rather sad lately, especially when sitting in my room alone, because I madly miss my friends from school.. I don't see anyone anymore and I so feel the need for it. My work actually gets in the way of it.. Gah. Sure, I love the people at my work (most of them anyways) but they're not so personal (which is .. well, not meant to be, I know). I get the laughs, but it's all so different.

I guess nothing will ever be the same after high school..